who said SSDD?

So you thought I was despairing?
Yeah, I was. Because Miss A was angry, seemingly at me and in reality at her bf.
So I'm less despaired.

And then I'm having my best day at work tomorrow:
Morning: tests on that airplane of our equipment from one of our suppliers to verify the good functioning of one feature I have responsibility for. "Unfortunately", I will be the one with the most extensive knowledge of the feature and will have to perform the tests (instead of the lab guy who won't be here). Major pride!!!
Early afternoon: tests (in the labs) of the equipment from our other supplier to evaluate the situation on their side. I am not responsible for these tests and will only attend as (I hate to love saying it) an "expert" of that same feature. As I've done the tests for the first supplier, my presence was requested to have a first assessment.
Late afternoon: Sheet metal workshop. I'm going to hammer away on my ladle.

So my despair has been replaced by a certain sense of exhilaration and anxiety.

No plans for the evening, yet.

One slight disadvantage of those eventful days: I probably won't see miss A all day. And if she happens to have tests on tuesday, it's going to be one hell of a long time. I'll have to send loads of SMS in the mean time!

SSDD

written on September 9th:
still alive
overwhelmed by contradicting emotions
not doing to well
but am ok

don't worry
As accurate now as it was then. Couldn't have said it better.